Feb 28

I'm a depression in the pale earth

A mess searched for, scattered things
I'm walking when I forget
where I'm going.

Something's wrong

I'm never moving on

Something's gone,
I'm travelling without moving on.
Where I go, I should end up
somewhere else, when I go,
But the train stops, and where
I started,
I'm there again. Your eyes,
     in my mind's eye.

I don't know what to do

So in love with you 

Your moving along

Faster than a song

Just sitting there with you

Was the only thing I could do 

To ease that feeling in my bones

The one where I'm always alone

Your right, I wanted a date

But I just needed a friend today

And again always again

There was no one

I do not understand 

Tuesday as well

Trapped in the looking glass 

Of a fading past, 

holding memories

Of a love that held it's distance close

An aspiration not to be

My being not to see

A love I still hold close, 

though a smile

In mind brings 

happiness, 

memory

Gives way to reality, 

she is not here, 

And sadness engulfs me. 

While humming along, humming

Molly Malone, pretending dreams

Come alive. Come alive, oh,

You follow me like a ghost.

My heart floats, my body sinks.